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guppy_sandhu) wrote in
ways_infirmary2017-04-22 09:58 pm
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There is a quiet corner of the infirmary for Bodhi, but there are folks around if he needs anyone.
[ooc: infirmary/visiting post for Bodhi. Guppy is in and out but if you need him specifically ping me
TRIGGER WARNING possible discussion of suicidality in threads]
[ooc: infirmary/visiting post for Bodhi. Guppy is in and out but if you need him specifically ping me
TRIGGER WARNING possible discussion of suicidality in threads]

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"Kick higher! To here, you see? My granny can kick higher, and she died before the Jedi did!" Chirrut mock-grouses, gleeful as he harasses Baze to push himself. He is being watchful, ready to put a halt to the match if Baze looks to be at risk of overextending himself. Until that time he's going to give Baze hell.
And then something in the Force yanks his attention, leaving him standing still for the first time in the last hour.
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But apparently it's not all fruitless, because when Chirrut stands still for that one second, Baze slams the end of his staff into his friend's ribs, knocking him to the floor with the force of the blow.
"Chirrut!" Baze says, crouching down to help him up with his free hand. "Are you all right?"
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"Bodhi." Shy, stuttering, ferociously brave Bodhi, the lost Jedhan boy, the pilot. "Bodhi, he... I've never felt such despair. I... I think he tried to die, again."
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The news hits Baze harder than Chirrut's staff ever could. Baze drops his weapon, kneeling in front of Chirrut. "Where is he?"
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"The Infirmary." He grinds out, his voice tar and gravel from the strain. He wants to go meditate for a week. He wants to sleep for longer.
He forces himself up onto his feet instead.
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Baze bursts in through the doors, searching the well-lit room for his stubborn, broken pilot. "Bodhi?" he says, spotting a figure curled up in bed. Baze slows his step as he approaches the bedside. "Bodhi, it's me. It's Baze."
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"Oh Bodhi." It's a sigh at the mess the Force has become here.
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Baze is baffled. His impression of the bar was of a second life, a second chance to make something of himself. He planned to enjoy every second of his afterlife. To want to die again is beyond him, beyond the pale.
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He clenches his teeth. "How could you do it?"
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Myrrh gives Baze a sharp look, amber eyes narrowing.
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But at some point, when Bodhi wakes -- from a doze, or from a deeper sleep -- there's a figure standing a few yards from his bed: hands deep in the pockets of his jacket, shoulders slumped, studying him with a look of helpless unhappiness.
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Bodhi sniffs and focuses, noticing Andrew. He frowns, burying his face in the pillows in shame.
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Except it's hard to say what he did mean, given the impossibility of asking Bodhi how he's doing.
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Andrew swallows.
"I'm sorry," he says again, low. "I should have ... I promised I'd check on you, and I was going to, I just ... I didn't want to bother you."
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He makes an aborted movement, settles the hand that wanted to reach out deeper in its pocket.
"What happened?"
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Two thoughts immediately come to mind; neither of them is good.
(Not that there's ever likely to be a good reason for something to impersonate your dead friend.)
"What ... who was it?"
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