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merryeccentricities ([personal profile] merryeccentricities) wrote in [community profile] ways_infirmary2016-01-08 01:46 pm

Infirmary thread for Valjean

Since his conversation with Javert, Joly's half-expected to see Monsieur Fauchelevent come into the Infirmary.

Maybe he hadn't expected everyone else who showed up along with M. Fauchelevent, but that's all right, it's a big infirmary.





((OOC: Infirmary thread for Valjean and his family.))
lark_in_flight: Cosette in a black dress with white trim, only the lower half of her face visible (daughter of the convent)

[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-09 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Cosette glances up at her husband, though she knows her answer, and then tucks her hand into his elbow so they can make their way across the room.

Her nose is stuffed up, her eyes red, her face splotchy, her eyelashes clumped wetly. Handkerchiefs only do so much. But she carries herself as composedly as she can. She'll sit in the chair it's pulled out for her, and she'll look to Marius to begin with his questions first, unless he looks to her helplessly instead.
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-09 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Marius pulls her chair out, of course, and then sits as well. Now, facing Joly once more, the only questions in his mind are about Joly himself, about their friends, about the barricade. But that is not the matter at hand.

"What--" He glances back at Valjean, asleep. "What may be done for him? Have you hope of his recovery?"
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-09 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Everyone--" He echoes faintly-- but that's not the question, he's not going to think about that just yet.

"I am very glad to hear it, very glad indeed. We-- we shall stay, of course--" He looks questioningly to Cosette, though he doubts very much she'll disagree.
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[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-09 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"As long as Father needs, we shall stay," she agrees, firmly. "Anything he needs -- anything, he'll have it."

And then to Marius, with a sort of uncertain apology, "This place, Milliways -- it's a very peculiar place. I don't know how to explain it at all. But it's good, it's full of so many good people and miraculous things. And one of them -- oh, it's strange! -- is that however long we're here, we'll return without a moment having passed. So you see we won't be missed. Grandfather and Aunt Gillenormand won't worry about us at all."
lark_in_flight: Cosette in a black dress with white trim, only the lower half of her face visible (daughter of the convent)

[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-09 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a moment of home, overlaid with this strange bright room and Joly's earnestly sympathetic face: hot coffee and milk and a spoonful of brandy, like Toussaint used to push on her if she was ill or worried or cold. Just that thought makes the wailing desire to be a little girl again, safe and cared for, surge inside her -- which is all the proof anyone might need that her nerves could use some settling.

She's a grown woman now, a married woman of 17, and it's her job now to care for her father.

"Yes," she says, feeling the cup warm her hands even through its thin saucer. "Just a little drop -- thank you, monsieur."
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-09 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Marius takes his up his own cup with a grateful nod. He takes a sip and just sits a moment, trying to let the warmth and the brandy sink in and settle him. It-- well, it almost works.

"As for a shock," he says tentatively after a moment or two. "There is much I-- I think I cannot say, but-- certain matters he had thought to keep secret have been-- revealed. I believe it startled him very much to realize it."
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-09 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Marius, perhaps oddly, blushes. Coffee and brandy, it seems, do little to settle the ache of guilt in the pit of his stomach.

"No," he says. "I believe none know of that."
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[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-09 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Cosette bites her lip.

To be a convict -- he's her dear beloved father, whatever her parentage, and his love and goodness outweigh anything. But she won't tell anyone else. She wouldn't even if she didn't know how it would grieve and horrify him. What would this kind Dr. Joly think of the man he's been treating, if he knew? She won't risk the consequences, for any and all of them.

"It doesn't matter what it is. It doesn't! He's a good man, a saint, there's no harm to anyone in his secrets. Only he holds them so very close. And -- and I can't tell you, M. Joly, why he's made himself so very ill. I don't know. We would have given him anything he needed, my husband and I, if we'd known. He's always had his secrets and his whims. I don't know what he was thinking."

This is... more true than not, anyway. But what she does know, she won't say.
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-09 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"He..." Marius's voice comes out faint and strained. He clears his throat, pushes a slightly shaking hand through his hair, and tried again. "He thought himself no longer welcome in our house. He-- I made it clear to him that this was so. God!" He turns away and drops his face into his hands. "I though I had pieced together the truth, but I had it all, all wrong!"
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[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-09 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't understand you."

She means it to be light, teasing, as if everything were normal, as if she could push away some of the awfulness of today; it comes out uncertain instead.
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-10 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
"He is, he is," Marius agrees fervently, looking up once more. "I have nothing to hide-- I will not hide it."

He turns towards Cosette. He cannot explain everything in detail with Joly here, but he can get close enough. After all, it doesn't matter of Joly knows of his stupid ideas-- they aren't true, not at all.

"I knew of your father's past. He told me after we were married and swore me to secrecy. And I-- I took it all amiss." He ducks his head, ashamed, but forces himself to look up to meet her gaze again. "I thought-- I thought he had killed the spy, the inspector, Javert. I thought he had stolen the money that was your dowry-- it was for this reason I refused to spend it. It was for this reason I-- I made it plain through certain-- certain signs that perhaps he should not continue to see you."

He can't go on, can't look at her any longer. He clasps his hands together in his lap to try and stop their shaking and stares at them.
lark_in_flight: Cosette looking upwards, uncertain and/or worried (answers that somehow seem wrong)

[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-10 12:05 am (UTC)(link)








The coffee cup in her hands feels unreal: solid, warm, somewhere very far away.

"But--"

It's just blankly bewildered.

"But how could you think that? Of him? Why did you -- why did neither of you say? I could have told you he would never do such a thing."
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-10 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
"He did not tell me," Marius replies. "Upon the barricade-- when he begged custody of the spy, and-- I thought Javert dead."

To Cosette, he says, "I swore not to tell."

It comes out faintly, weakly, and he knows it is no excuse at all. "He had hidden his past, I did not think you would know any more of it than I. I-- I hoped to protect you from the knowledge of it. If he had truly done the wicked things I thought of him. But he did not!" He must be absolutely clear on this point. "The man is a saint, a wonder-- he saved my life, and I have done this to him!" He looks to Cosette again. "To you. He-- he may have died, and you never have seen him, and the fault would have been all mine."
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[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-10 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
She wants --

She wants to scream, or burst into tears, or run out into her own safe garden, or make angry demands, and she can't do any of them here in front of M. Joly. She sets her coffee cup down on the desk with hands that are just beginning to tremble, and presses her clasped hands to her mouth, and bows her head so her ringlets fall forward and hide her face a little.

"He protected me from it," she whispers, staring at the strange tiled floor. "And you protected me too, and so I knew nothing whatsoever. I told him over and over again that he was welcome, so many times. But he only smiled. He only called me Madame. I knew nothing at all."

She won't cry again. She won't, she won't.
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-10 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
"I am sorry," he says, very quietly. He doesn't know what else to say.
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[personal profile] lark_in_flight 2016-01-10 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Cosette nods mutely -- yes, it's past, and her father will be awake and well soon; she can hold to that. And M. Joly is being kind, and as comforting as he can be. It's not his fault that he can't fix everything.

She ought to be bright and cheerful for him. She ought to be bright and cheerful for everyone, for all of them. But she can't manage it right now, after everything today has brought her.

She wants to run out of the room, and she wants to fling herself down on her father's bed, and she wants Marius to hold her close, all at once. She swallows, and presses her clasped hands hard to her mouth for a moment more, trying to steady herself.

"I know," she says, to both of them. She unclenches her fingers with a small and deliberate effort, so she can reach out to her husband, with a hand that only trembles a little. Then she can look up at Joly, pale and as composed as she can be right now, and find more words.

"My -- my mother is here. She should know. I can, I can send her a note, or find her -- I don't want to be in the way, monsieur, I know you have important work to do here, but my father shouldn't wake up alone. I don't want him to be alone."

And afraid, she doesn't add, because it's still too horribly strange a thought. Her father is never afraid; he's a rock of strength and certainty. All of that is clearly untrue now, but it feels like some kind of betrayal to say so out loud.
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[personal profile] heartbeneathastone 2016-01-10 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Marius seizes her hand in both of his and holds it tight.

"What may I do? I shall send a message to her-- how may that be done?"

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